writs of existence
chronicles of shuffling adventures in a morally corrupt and blisteringly idyllic city
5.10.06
22.8.06
foolish young things
that's it, it's over, the game is up.
felipe and i are getting married, and quick! to alleviate his burdens as an international student. hahaha it isn't the motivating force of course but it will speed things up quite a bit. it's been 7 months and ive never been happier. having him has helped me mature and become comfortable with myself. i now spend time with other people only if i'm bored of my own presence, which isnt often.
sadly i leave this saturday to attend school but i know that with f's adoration for his mother and dedication to his work and studies we can make it work. yeah sappy i know.
19.2.05
ghey
rj ey bargy: i'm in love with you.
meander mateo: you are not.
meander mateo: i'm about to delete my myspace. any last requests?
rj ey bargy: love me.
11.2.05
much too much
recently after transferring into precalculus, i was engaged in a discussion about the upcoming winter formal.
because i had noticed earlier an adorable nerdy half asian boy (matt) reminiscent of greg from west (stillman), i was struck by the prospect of his accompanying me to the dance. thusly, i proposed, and the response was affirmative.
today, while waiting before class started, matt walked in and smiled at me. we held the smile for a period of at least 3 seconds before my smile successively turned into a grin, and then a laugh. it was a sweet moment, free from the usual hullabaloo regularly associated with adolescent romance.
8.2.05
valentines
meander mateo: sam, will you be my valentine?
street mosa: sure
street mosa: if you will be mine.
22.1.05
no more wisdom
i got my wisdom teeth removed yesterday. then i went back to school because i wanted to show off.
the upside of this is i haven't eaten since...thursday night and undoubtedly will lose weight.
